Life in all its beauty, glory, and wonder is summed up in three words “People. Always. Leave.” Nothing more and nothing less.
It’s your eyes. They always get me… when will this stop. I just want it to end; I don’t remember what it is like to be without pain.
My oh my how things have changed since that last post. I guess I didn’t tell you guys (all three of you)… I found him. As with every relationship, it was absolutely magical that first month.
Then it all came crashing down.
It was no one’s fault but my own. There are, however, three people I blame.
My mom
My dad
My best friend
Winning combination, isn’t it?
So the magic quickly turns to poison, seeping all through me with guilt and lost hope. Don’t get me wrong, we’re still together, but barely. I don’t even know what to say on here. I need to get it out.
Sometimes I imagine how easy it would be if I just ended it now. Hurt for a while, but eventually be better. Instead of dragging it out like we’re doing now. But I really can’t give up. Because if there’s that one little chance that we’ll make it through this, I have to try. I don’t know if he knows this or not. He always goes on about how he doesn’t know anything… and how he’s lost all hope.
He’s avoiding me, I know it. We’re talking less. It will go soon I am sure, the only question is when. I can’t believe I am letting this happen to me again…
When he looked at me, I felt beautiful. Worth looking at.
But now I am just me again, ugly in all forms, mental and physical.
Ilsy
It looks like the wildlife got tired of waiting on BP so they took the clean up / ass kicking into their own hands. Another genius piece of art by Cliff Rathburn.
Zombie Pikachu wants to eat you too! Seriously, Ash didn’t stand a chance against this little brain consuming spitfire.
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You know what?
You’re my lobster.
